Monday, February 8, 2010

Afigure.


When you look into my eyes
how would you know
what lays
beneth
me?
what can

you use to

outline my identity?

Grenched with sorrow

in search of felicity

with true empathy,

And see through my

deception to where

lies my

sensitivity?

For in this place

i need company....

A figure with heart and creativity

to be ale to reassemble missing pieces

of me...

to connect with me

and easily see

the love needed

within me

A figure to

...lay inside me

....to love me?
Yours Truthly,
Clam

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Motherly love

She shivers in her crib. Her teeth claps incessantly, applauding the cold brisk atmostphere. Her eyes sweat, in a paranoid attempt to find her. Her nose is tensed up with blood rushing to its tip and feeling of harsh wind pricking her throat. Shriving and blue, are her tiny legs that never had a chance lay still on a bland, wet cloth. Her heart pounds like african drums during a sacrifice. Her sight starts to blur as she is being pulled out of her world. Slowly and painfully her blues, greens and pinks mirage to turn white, her white starts to fade and now she is caged in the dark. Now she smiles in silence and say, "Job well done."


She has learned the definition of Hopelessness. The hands of the woman she left her life within just to throw her trust away. Though still alive, this four year old was taught this by her own mother ; leaving her for days to go and do her selfish deeds while her daughter awaits her return. Little did she know, young Anabel just learned the lesson of her lifetime. An event that watered the seed to future wraths, sprouting out of toxic soil, to bloom flowers with venimous nectum. Such a sad faith...could have been avoided by a hint of care. But till this day, grown Anabel whispers...


"Job well done mother," she says..." job well done."