Starlight,star bright.

As he pores out the content of his mind; his questions, conclusions and confusions, into my mind like a funnel from my delicate ear lobe into my brain, he builds bridges of distant thoughts of mine I never thought could ever be linked. He spells out "facts" from places of the mind no one would dare to even acknowledge exists within them. Places in which the truth and the curse lay fast asleep in comfort of one another...yet he dwells within it. He uncounciously amazes me with his findings and inferences.His voices in all of his different moods excites my heart and brain like hungry cats waiting to be feed. It massages my heart, tickles my ears and has my brain growling. Anxiously awaiting for him to fill them with his own. And once I am full, I become high of his being, his auro..his presence: and its something rehab cannot cure.

He strays in lost paths of those unknown places of his mind and feels trapped within its darkness. All alone near the truth but never at reachable distance. He stretches and throws himself to the truth, but no matter what, can never touch it and he knows that.And that's where the sick curse begins. He tries to give up and stop but an incessant stamina keeps him from giving up, the curse of the mind.Holding him against his will, constantly over excersising the mind and dwelling in his mind makes it a painful sight for me to see. He sinks into depression, somewhere he doesnt belong.Suffers from time to time wanting to beg for a way out but not doing so because he is alone.

And unfortunately, he is alone.But when it gets dark, the stars will come out. Sparkle from a long distance so that one can be aware of its existance and its blessing. Although it isn't beside, in front or behind, it is there to show him that there is light. That somewhere out there someone is thinking about him. Someone is reaching out to pull him within her reach and wants to expose him to new airs. But he doesn't see it..yet. He knows it exist but seeing is believing. There are times where he does overcome the curse, temperarily, and he gazes into the stars and somewhat understands the concept.But the curse strikes again and he loses sight of the stars and gets lost in the shadows of darkness.

& at times like this, i just want to yell
"I am your stars."...maybe then he can dwell in peace knowing he is begin watched and cared for and maybe someday he can dwell in me...

To: my love

Yours Truly,
Clam♥